HOW??

How can you feel pain and hope at the same time?
How can you long for the past and still yearn for the future, while somewhat despising your present?
How can you expect greater than what you had, when you saw nothing wrong with what you had?
How can you expect greater than what you had, when what you had FAR exceeds what you ever wanted?
How can you settle for LESS than what you had, even though less than what you had could still be wonderful?
How can you patiently wait for something, when you already had it?
How can you NOT discard what may be next, the moment you realize it is inferior to what was before?
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I do
I do
I do
I do
I won’t
I will
I don’t know